Kylie umaming na-diagnose ng post partum depression at anxiety matapos manganak kay Axl: ‘I was no longer the person I used to be’

Kylie Padilla

SA unang pagkakataon, matapang na inilahad ng Kapuso actress na si Kylie Padilla ang mga pinagdaanan niya sa personal na aspeto ng kanyang buhay tatlong taon na ngayon ang nakararaan.

Binalikan ng isa sa mga bida ng Kapuso series na “Mga Lihim ni Urduja” ang mga hinarap niyang mga problema noong ipanganak ang ikalawang anak nila ni Aljur Abrenica na si Axl at ang mga pagbabagong nangyari sa buhay niya ngayong isa na siyang single mom.

Sa kanyang Instagram account, nag-post ang aktres ng kanyang litrato na may caption na, “My safe home for my kids, my health, my work (projects BETCIN, BOLERA and now MGA LIHIM NI URDUJA).

“And now UNRAVEL, which is now part of MMFF, were all just dreams I wrote in the stars. Kanina pa ako emotional about how thankful I am. How grateful. Akala ko talaga huli na for me. But God is good. thank you for still believing in me,” simulang pagbabahagi ng anak ni Sen. Robin Padilla.

Pagpapatuloy na kuwento ni Kylie,  “3 years ago, in December just before the pandemic I had given birth to my 2nd baby boy Axl. Such a blessing, my ray of sunshine.

“But 3 years ago I was diagnosed with post partum depression and post partum anxiety. The chemistry in my body was out of my control, hormonal fluctuations took a toll on my emotional journey. Complications from birth hindered me from taking care of my kids,” aniya pa.

Sabi ni Kylie, “I’ve never opened up about this but I was in constant pain, constant doubt of my future, if my body would ever recover, if I could even stand or walk properly ever again.

“I had to learn to muster the strength to trust that my body would heal, that I would regain my strength again because it killed me to accept that I had no choice but to trust the care of my kids to someone else.

“Nothing was in my control. I missed my kids. But I had to rest to be able to take care of them,” ang pag-amin ng single parent.

Pagbabahagi pa niya, grabe rin ang naging epekto sa kanya ng pandemya, “I was a celebrity but what did that even mean? I had gained so much weight, I was now a mother, I was no longer the person I used to be. Was there any kind of future left for me? So many doubts, an aching body.”

At makalipas nga ang pagdaan ng sunud-sunod na pagsubok, “Today I wake up. I ask myself, what about now? I have a safe home for my kids, work that I’m proud of and one by one my dreams are becoming my reality.

“After all my doubt, pain, and fighting the silent battles, fighting my own psyche for the right to be happy, I’m here. Still growing, still learning but always striving to remain grounded in humility.

“What was once a period in my life I no longer wanted to remember is now something I remember with fondness. Without that pain I wouldn’t appreciate my life now. I’m grateful for its humbling effect on me because one thing is for sure, we will all return to dust,” dugtong pa ni Kylie.

Paala pa niya sa lahat ng mga tulad niyang nakararanas ng ganitong mental health problems, “Be in the moment but don’t be swept away from it. Live in your authenticity. Repair when you can. Laugh or make someone laugh and last but not least celebrate yourself. You deserve it.”

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