Lady Gaga nabuntis matapos molestiyahin ng producer sa edad 19

PASABOG ang mga rebelasyon ng Pop icon na si Lady Gaga tungkol sa pangmomolestiya sa kanya ng isang producer noong teenager pa lang siya.

Matapang na ibinahagi ng award-winning international singer-actress ang mala-bangungot niyang karanasan sa unang episode ng docu-series na “The Me You Can’t See.”

Ang nasabing five-part docu-series ay ipinrodyus nina Oprah Winfrey at Prince Harry na tumatalakay sa mental health issues at isa nga sa mga nagkuwento ng kanyang mapait na karanasan ay si Lady Gaga.

“I was 19 years old, and I was working in the business, and a producer said to me, ‘Take your clothes off.’ And I said no. And I left, and they told me they were going to burn all of my music,” lahad ni Lady Gaga o Stefani Germanotta sa tunay na buhay.

“They didn’t stop asking me, and then I just froze, and I just…I don’t even remember,” aniya pa.

Sa isang bahagi ng documentary, hindi na napigilan ng singer-actress ang maiyak habang isinasalaysay ang kanyang traumatic experience.

Hindi na binanggit pa ni Lady Gaga kung sino ang producer na nang-rape sa kanya at sinabing ayaw na niyang makita ang mukha ng taong yun kahit kailan.

Kasunod nito, ikinuwento rin ni Lady Gaga ang naging buhay niya pagkatapos ng nasabing insidente,  “First I felt full-on pain, then I went numb.

“And then I was sick for weeks and weeks and weeks and weeks after, and I realized that it was the same pain that I felt when the person who raped me dropped me off pregnant on a corner, at my parents’ house, because I was vomiting and sick.

“Because I’d been abused. I was locked away in a studio for months,” pagbabahagi pa ni Lady Gaga.

“I had a total psychotic break, and for a couple years, I was not the same girl. The way that I feel when I feel pain was how I felt after I was raped.

“I’ve had so many MRIs and scans where they don’t find nothing. But your body remembers,” dagdag ng international artist.

Hindi rin itinago ni Lady Gaga na ilang beses din niyang sinaktan ang kanyang sarili dahil sa trauma, ngunit na-realize niya na wala rin itong magagawang mabuti sa kanya.

“You know why it’s not good to cut? You know why it’s not good to throw yourself against the wall? You know why it’s not good to self-harm? Because it makes you feel worse.

“You think you’re going to feel better because you’re showing somebody, ‘Look, I’m in pain.’ It doesn’t help.

“Open your heart up for somebody else, because I’m telling you, I’ve been through it and people need help. That’s part of my healing, is being able to talk to you,” payo pa ni Lady Gaga sa lahat ng mga dumaranas din ng matitinding hamon at problema sa buhay.