Clint Bondad sinisi ang sarili sabreak-up nila ni Catriona: I failed!

NAGLABAS ng 2-part Instagram post ang Kapuso model-actor na si Clint Bondad tungkol sa paghihiwalay nila ni Miss Universe 2018 Catriona Gray.

Dito inilahad ng binata kung gaano siya ka-thankful kay Cat dahil sa mga naituro nito sa kanya bilang tao. Inamin din niya na mas magiging broken hearted siya kung hindi nakuha ng dalaga ang Miss Universe crown.

Narito ang ilang bahagi ng IG post ni Clint, “I am actually very glad that the TWBA interview happened. I had a bit of a laugh cause it happened while I was on vacation, almost making me spill my drink at the pool when notifications came in.

“Guess who was sober instantly! Hahaha! Truthfully, this will make things so much easier for both of us professionally. I agree with everything that was mentioned in the interview.

“I am just personally closing this chapter of our lives because it has become more practical to clear things up instead of having people approach me like zombies with puppy eyes or letting certain questions linger around for too long. so let’s set the record straight and have a great time:

“1. Crown or love (life)?
Everyone knows that it’s a trick question. Of course its ‘Crown’! The career of a beauty queen is so different in many ways to that of other career paths and even more extreme then that of an actor or public figure.

“Incomparable. It’s a winner takes all situation and it kick starts everything into motion with an explosion, but on top of it all it’s compressed into a single year of reign. It’s not a question about personal preference but urgent priority!”

Inamin din ng hunk actor na siya talaga ang nag-push kay Cat na gawing official ang break up nila para may closure.

“2. Timeline of the break up? It’s correct that the relationship was over the way we used to have it before the coronation. But we didn’t make it official in private until after the coronation. However it was actually me who eventually and actively pushed to make it official.

“3. Who’s fault was it? I was always fascinated with Cat in a way because we are so similar in many ways but in other ways we are absolute polar opposites. However the crazy thing is that she knows what is better for me better than myself.

“I was massively depressed for a long time and I literally blamed anything and everyone except our relationship. I wouldn’t even allow it in the realm of possibilities. But my protective personality and shielding of the relationship made me unable to see things clear and rational. It became counterproductive.

“But if Cat did anything then it’s save me from myself. I am truly the only one who can be blamed for anything and everything. I failed, because the control was always with me all along. I just realized it too late. She knew I would rather go through complete death of my own persona then accept failure…

“4. Silver lining? What would have really broken my heart would have been not seeing that crown on her head. I am glad things happened the way they did. Sure, maybe things could have been a bit different if the outcome would have been different too.

“Nobody can be blamed for things that simply happen and I actually believe that this is the best ever that could have happened for both of us. She will go down as the best Miss Universe in History.

“Told you guys I wasn’t biased before. If I can say it now then you know I was simply always stating facts and facts never change.”