Julia hinding-hindi malilimutan ang movie nila ni Gerald: Marami akong pinagdaanang sakit

GERALD ANDERSON AT JULIA BARRETTO

MAHABA ang hugot ni Julia Barretto sa kanyang latest vlog tungkol sa mga pinagdaanan niyang kontrobersiya nitong mga nakaraang buwan dahil sa pagkakasangkot sa break-up nina Bea Alonzo at Gerald Anderson.

Hindi man diretsong sinabi ni Julia, pero naniniwala ang kanyang fans and followers na ang mahaba niyang mensahe ay may kinalaman sa nasabing issue kung saan inakusahan nga siyang mang-aagaw ng boyfriend.

Ilang beses na niyang idinenay ito at nakapagsalita pa ng, “Wala akong inagawan ng boyfriend, wala akong inahas, at wala din akong nilandi.”

Narito ang ilang bahagi ng hugot ni Julia, “Suddenly, everything people had to say about me, everything they thought about me, everything they are accusing me for or they assume about me, it just all vanished.

“Because that’s all I needed. That keeps me going—my family keeps me going. Saying I love you to the person that you love, and saying they love you back—as simple as that,” pahayag ng dalaga.

Pagpapatuloy pa niya, “I don’t need to get validation from the world or from other people. I don’t need to feel like I’m friends with the whole entire world or the whole entire world is on my side.

“My family is more than enough to me. As long as I have them, I’ll be fine for the rest of my life.”

Lahad pa ng Kapamilya actress, sana raw ay maisip ng iba na tao rin siya na nasasaktan, “(Sa showbiz) You’re like public property. They forget that you’re human with real feelings and real emotions and real problems and real issues.

“It’s hard because people feel like they have the right to dictate or to control your life. To feel like they can decide for you and make your choices for you.

“They forget you’re human and you’re allowed to make some mistakes and then learn from them and then grow from them. And then fall in love, and then fall out of love, and then, yeah.”

Naikuwento rin ni Julia na sobrang naka-relate siya sa role niya sa pelikulang “Between Maybes” kung saan niya nakasama si Gerald. Tulad ng karakter niya sa pelikula, marami rin siyang pinagdaanan na “pain” at “betrayal”.

“When I was doing that film, that’s what Julia was going through. She was so misunderstood. She was also very lost.”

Pero aniya, hinding-hindi niya malilimutan ang movie nila ni Gerald dahil malaki ang naitulong nito para mas makilala ang tunay niyang sarili.

“I think that’s the Julia now. Just finding contentment and happiness in the most simple things, and then accepting what’s coming and whatever’s leaving my life,” aniya pa.