Kris ‘nagpaalam’ sa madlang pipol: Kailangang gumaling ako para sa mga anak ko, bahala na si Lord…

BIMBY, KRIS AQUINO AT JOSHUA

TULAD ng kanyang ipinangako, muling nagbigay ng update ang Social Media Queen na si Kris Aquino tungkol sa tunay na estado ng kanyang kalusugan.

Sa pamamagitan ng kanyang Facebook blog, isang mahabang mensahe ang kanyang ipinaabot sa lahat ng kanyang fans and followers. Dito sinabi niya na miss na miss na niya ang dating Kris Aquino at handa siyang gawin ang lahat para siya’y gumaling.

Ang priority niya ngayon ay ang kanyang kalusugan para humaba pa ang kanyang buhay at makasama pa nang maraming taon ang dalawang anak na sina Joshua at Bimby.

Narito ang ilang bahagi ng kanyang blog: “Not an overly lengthy explanation about the state of my health- because those closest to me won’t even ask for it, all they want is for my overall well-being to improve… those who doubt me, hate on me & enjoy bashing me don’t deserve to know what my now is…

“Those who still care for me will thankfully understand why i am choosing privacy… and those i love will simply support my today’s how, what, where, and when.

“I’m being as straightforward as i can be, BUT even with my expert team of medical specialists, the unhealthy days still outnumber the good ones, and i’d be irresponsible sharing a definitive diagnosis and my ever changing treatment regimen because my autoimmune issues aren’t textbook ones.

“My symptoms and reactions to medicine are contradictory to what’s expected, so it would be careless to post something confusing.

“Truthfully i miss the old me, the one who felt fulfillment from being a workaholic, wasn’t constantly bedridden for days because of extreme fatigue, muscle weakness, nausea, or dizziness; the one who used to enjoy eating and didn’t find food consumption a struggle; the one who slept well at night, not when the sun is rising until mid afternoon;

“The one who could go to Church, malls, cinemas, and restaurants without fear that her immune system couldn’t handle it; and i miss the one who could brisk walk while traveling, wasn’t helpless that her sons have to take turns holding her hand to keep her steady, and also take turns with Bincai whenever in the bathroom because of the times she had dizzy spells and fainting.

“I believe you’ll know a person’s true character, not when life is smooth and all is rosy, BUT when there’s palpable suffering and a need for some time away. Separation will clearly show your value to each other… distance will highlight if you feel something important is missing, or if you feel that living is now carefree and unburdened.

“You’ve been my longest relationship- 36 years since i first came into the public’s consciousness in 1983…I’m the girl who welcomed you to witness almost every portion of her existence. Kuya Josh and Bimb have both grown up for all of you to see. But for now, i’m closing certain doors and windows into our lives.

“My reason is simple, i need to HEAL… in every aspect of my being… for me to take care of my 2 boys who have seen and experienced way too much of both the good and bad, but for almost a year, it’s really been the physical pain and emotional disappointment that they’ve had to live with.

“And as the only constant parent in their lives, it’s my duty to put them FIRST. I cannot erase their undeserved pain, but i can emphasize how much i’ll do to get physically stronger and with emotional prescience release the broken parts of me to FREE US from our sorrow because at least that’s within my control…sadly, there’s no changing what had already occurred. But the life lessons from that chapter have already made me an even more responsible parent.

“You’ll wonder why i worked from October 2018 to early May of 2019 knowing it wasn’t in my body’s best interest, again that was for my boys. They couldn’t see their mom just crumble no matter how difficult life had suddenly turned… for them to be less afraid about what the future may hold, i had to stay STRONG…

“So i soldiered on to reassure them i wasn’t giving up. Was it the correct decision? For that time frame it was, but now i know deprived myself of the chance to turn off in order to get a full overhaul so that i may reset properly.

“My immediate goal is WELLNESS although it’s clear to me, my autoimmune conditions have no cure. That’s my FOCUS for the next few months: get my immunity stronger, concentrate on the parts of me where i have a chance to be better, and strive for HARMONY where it’s possible. Pragmatically, i cannot do that without adopting PRIVACY.

“To all of you, please know how much you uplifted me when i was at my lowest. I hope to come back on IG & FB when i look & feel healthier. YouTube is something i’d be excited to do if i could partner with someone for a LIVE talkshow.

“You and i deserve the REAL me, not the angled, filtered, photoshopped me to make me look less frail and gaunt…that’s why i am surrendering to God’s timing.”