INAMIN ng aktres na si Sunshine Dizon na may nararamdaman pa rin siyang pagmamahal sa dating asawang si Timothy Tan.
Sa kanyang panayam sa “Fast Talk with Boy Abunda” ay ibinahagi niya ang ilang detalye patungkol sa kanyang nagtapos na relasyon.
“I think the love, hanggang ngayon, di naman mawawala, but it’s a different kind of love now. It’s a love out of respect that he gave me two beautiful children, and I wouldn’t have them if not for him,” saad ni Sunshine.
Tinanong rin ni Tito Boy kung napatawad na niya ang dating asawa sa mga nangyari.
Sagot ni Sunshine, “Oo at hindi. Oo, kasi nakikita ko kung gaano siya kahusay na ama sa mga anak niya.
“Hindi kasi may mga bagay pa rin na to be honest, I was not able to process the pain when it happened and I’m just learning to process all the process right now.”
Ani Sunshine, noong mga panahon raw kasi na ‘yun ay pinili niyang magtrabaho at mag-survive kaya naman ngayon pa lang niya napoproseso ang kanyang nararamdaman.
“And then all of a sudden, pandemic happened and I could see him everyday. Suddenly I realized, galit pala ako. Nasaktan pala ako,” sabi ni Sunshine.
Inamin nga rin niya na hanggang ngayon ay kinukwestyon niya ang sarili kung saan siya nagkulang.
“Tim was my bestfriend. He was my confidant. He was my partner. And then I just woke up one day and he was a different person and that really hurts.
“And to this day, I can not answer the fact because even when I ask him, he can not answer,” lahad ni Sunshine.
Chika pa niya, ngayon pa lang raw bumabalik ang lahat sa kanya at may pagsisisi siyang nararamdaman na sana ay sumailalim siya noon sa isang therapy.
“Dapat pala I dealt with it properly at that time when I have to. And now, parang there are days na even if… no matter how strong a person you are, I still have those nights and days that it crosses your mind. Because you’ve built this beautiful family and then boom one day, your partner is someone you don’t know anymore,” sey pa ni Sunshine.
Mensahe naman niya sa sarili, “Juat remember your worth and take each day as it is and with God’s grace, you’ll get there. All the burden and the pain that you’ve been carrying for so long, you’ll just wake up one day and you’ll be able to breathe freely.”
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