Moira binalikan ang panahong hiyang-hiya sa itsura: I never had to hide…ugly was just a feeling

HANGGANG ngayon pala ay naiisip pa rin ng sikat na mang-aawit at kompositor na si Moira dela Torre ang kanyang mga insecurity noon kahit malayo na ang narating niya sa buhay.

Inamin din ni Moira na malaking tulong sa kanya ang asawang si Jason Hernandez para makapag-move on sa mga hindi kagandahang karanasan niya noong kabataan niya.

Nag-post ang Kapamilya singer ng ilang litrato nila ni Jason na kuha sa pagbabakasyon nila sa San Benito Farm sa Batangas. May isang litrato na nasa swimming pool ang mag-asawa kung saan naka-swimsuit si Moira.

Ang caption ni Moira sa larawan nila ni Jason, “Something broke my heart today: the realization that I haven’t felt confident in a really long time.

“So this season’s lesson for me: is learning to love Me. A few weeks ago, Jason and I found our videos from a year ago and I remembered how ugly I felt and noticed how I was hiding in every single video.

“I never liked pictures, cause I never liked what I saw. But looking at it now, I never had to hide. Ugly was just a feeling, but it was never my description. Because you and I were fearfully & wonderfully made.

“Struggling with PCOS & psoriasis, and dealing with unwanted weight gain and everything else that comes with it feels like an endless journey to get to where i want to be.
“But I forgot how important the in betweens are, too. And these in betweens, these halfway points are where we need grace the most,” pahayag ng singer.

Pagpapatuloy pa niya, “I never thought I’d find a confidence like what I have now at the heaviest weight I’ve ever been, in the middle of a pandemic.

“It’s a process and a daily battle, that’s for sure, but I’ve come to learn that lasting confidence doesn’t come when you finally have it all together or when you get to the finish line~ it comes when we learn to love ourselves where we are at present. I just wanted to share this because God made us to live our lives to the full…. not to hide His creation.

“I have @jasonmarvinph to thank. He’s been teaching me to love myself even in the in betweens, reminding me that while I have a long way to go, I have come so far. Babe, thank you for loving me, in every season, goal weight or curvy.

“Thank you for cheering for me every step of the way, whether I wake up motivated or feeling defeated. I’m now learning to love myself because you make loving me look so easy.

“And to you who is reading this, I pray you never hide. I pray you choose to shine, even in days you don’t feel like it.
“Even when your goal feels too far away, I hope this reminds you how far you’ve come. So don’t give up on yourself. You are far from alone and you are beautiful.

“Sending you love & light from the in betweens,” sabi pa ni Moira.