Heart umaming inaatake rin ng insecurity: I knew I did not always fit in

“I HAVE to admit that there are times that I wanted to give it all up.”

Yan ang diretsahang inamin ni Heart Evangelista sa publiko sa bago niyang vlog entry sa YouTube.

Ayon sa Kapuso actress, hindi rin naging madali ang naging buhay niya sa mundo ng showbiz at may mga pagkakataon pa nga na gusto na niyang mag-quit dahil na rin sa kanyang mga insecurity.

Sa latest vlog niya na may titulong “The Year that didn’t Happen,” ibinahagi ng asawa ni Chiz Escudero ang ilan sa mga struggle at challenges na pinagdaanan at nilabanan niya para manatili sa industriyang mahal na mahal niya.

“I have to admit that there are times that I wanted to give it all up. There were very hard days when my insecurities would get the best of me.

“I knew I did not always fit in, I knew I was not like everyone else and I did not even know if people liked me because I was the different one,” pahayag ni Heart sa video.

Mahigit dalawang dekada na ang fashion icon sa entertainment industry at sa tuwing nakakaramdam siya ng insecurity, iniisip na lang niya ang mga taong nagmamahal at patuloy na sumusuporta sa kanya kahit ano pa ang mangyari.

“I’d remember the passion and drive of that teenage girl who was discovered by a talent scout in a mall and I’d pick myself up and try again.

“I have always known that nothing good comes easy, so I have lived my life working hard and just always being on the go,” sey ni Heart.

Samantala, nagkuwento rin siya kung paano nabago ang mga pananaw niya sa buhay mula nang magkaroon ng COVID-19 pandemic pati na ang pag-atake ng kanyang anxiety.

“I was terrified of the virus and how it really could affect anyone. For the first time I had so much, too much time on my hands.

“It felt like a nightmare for someone who wants to plan ahead and get busy. But I realized maybe I should use my time to realign myself. And so I did,” aniya pa.