Dina ilang araw nang umiiyak sa pagpanaw ng asawa, nag-sorry kay Lord
Dina Bonnevie at DV Savellano
PART 2 ito ng social media post ng premyadong aktres na si Dina Bonnevie tungkol sa patuloy niyang pagluluksa sa pagpanaw ng asawang si Department of Agriculture Undersecretary Deogracias Victor “DV” Savellano.
Ibinahagi ni Dina sa kanyang Instagram page ang isang video kung saan mapapanood ang bonding nila ng anak na si Oyo Sotto kasama ang pamilya nito pati na ang mga anak ng kanyang namatay na mister.
Sa unang bahagi ng IG post ni Dina ay inalala niya ang mga naging kaganapan sa kanyang buhay nitong nagdaang linggo, kabilang na nga ang pamamaalam sa mundo ni DV.
“Yesterday I turned 63. A follower of Christ, a loving wife to my husband, a step mother to five kids, a mother of 2, a grandmother to 9, and now a WIDOW.
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“I pondered upon the recent events in my life… starting the year with the death of my husband which was not only the most painful experience in my life, but the most traumatic!” aniya.
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Sa Part 2, ibinahagi nga ni Dina ang pagdiriwang niya ng kanyang 63rd birthday last January 27, nang wala ang kanyang mister.
“I was sad that I was going to celebrate the eve of my bday alone unlike the usual ‘salubong’, but God provided a lunch get together with my husband’s Mom and sisters and we had hefty servings of home cooked Filipino food whipped up by my sisters-in-law.
“The eve of my bday, my step children invited me to a steak and lamb dinner like we usually do, when DV was alive. We bonded and shared stories and I didn’t feel alone at all, except, when I had to blow the bday candle,” ang pagbabahagi ni Ms. D.
Pagpapatuloy ng veteran actress “The morning of my bday, I was crying, hoping to see the usual tulips my husband would wake me up to; but God provided me a wonderful bouquet of orchids from Helen Gamboa, an ex sister-in-law I haven’t seen or spoken to in a long time.
“I was missing my husband looking over my shoulder when I usually cooked lunch for my bday and thought this was going to be a first without him; but God provided joy when I spent lunch with my son’s family and my sister’s family and we ate delicious fresh seafood,” kuwento ng aktres.
Kahit daw nagluluksa at nangungulila sa pagkamatay ng asawa, nakaramdam din siya kahit paano ng saya nang magpunta siya sa bahay ng anak na si Oyo.
Sey ni Dina, “We drove to my son’s house to just spend the day with his family and I thought, DV won’t be singing for me today; but God made me listen to exceptional piano renditions by my grandsons.
“They were so good that it brought tears to my eyes. I am so blessed and proud of them! I spent the afternoon and evening talking to them, playing with my youngest grandson, hugging him and kissing him and I felt comfort with him in my arms.”
Sa part 3 naman ng kanyang IG post, naibahagi niya ang tungkol sa ilang bagay na iniisip lang daw niya ngunit biglang nagkaroon ng kasagutan.
“I felt tired and weary crying since the 7th of January till today. I thought it had been a long time since I had a good massage with my hubby.
“I cried again triggered by painful memories. Then suddenly my sister who owned a spa sent her masseuse to relax me!
“I didn’t even verbalize my thoughts, but God provided once again for me. I wondered, was God listening to me like a direct line on the phone talking to me?
“My nephew brought more flowers when he visited me at my son’s house and comforted in between my bouts of weeping. Then finally my grandchildren gave me letters just when I was about to retire.
“Reading those comforting and assuring letters of love brought not only tears to my eyes, but a realization of how ungrateful I was to question God and focus on my loss and not notice the many little miracles and provisions He provided along the way,” litanya ni Dina.
Sa last part ng kanyang post, inamin ni Ms. D na nawalan daw siya ng tiwala sa Diyos, “It is indeed true that ‘the truth usually comes from the mouth of babes!’
“Now I stand grateful and sorry for asking God to explain matters to me. I am reminded of my faith in Him that should remain unwavering, despite life’s challenges.
“I am grateful for having thoughtful sisters-in-law, loving sisters, understanding step children, caring children and loving grand children.
“God takes care of widows, he never leaves those who abide in Him. I thank Him for all his blessings and wait on His directions, I let go and let God!” lahad pa ng award-winning actress.
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