SUMULAT ang ina ng dating “Produce 101” season 2 contestant na si Lee Ji Han para sa kanyang yumaong anak.
Matatandaang isa ang K-pop star sa mga 154 na nasawi sa nangyaring Itaewon Halloween party crowd crush noong October 29.
Ang naturang sulat ng ina ni Lee Ji Han para sa kanyang anak sa Instagram account nito.
Sa umpisa ng post ay nagpakilala ito bilang ina ng K-pop star at sinabing ginawa niya ang sulat bilang pagbabakasakali na umabot ito at mabasa ng anak.
Ikinuwento rin ng ina ni Lee Ji Han ang ilan sa mga detalye ng samahan nila bilang mag-ina at ilang mga bagay patungkol sa kanyang anak.
“Ji Han, ever since you were born, you had a sharp nose and were handsome. You were gentle even in my stomach, so I even touched it to say, ‘Is he okay?’
“When I was raising you, you were so soft and kind that I thought I could raise 20 more people like you. “You worked hard and put in a lot of effort before filming Kkokdu’s Gye-jeol.
“You didn’t skip a day of exercise, and I always felt so sad that you were controlling your diet because I used to hear you say so many times, ‘Mom, can I eat more of this?’,” pagbabahagi ng ina ni Lee Ji Han.
Ngunit kung kailan daw magbubunga na ang lahat ng mga effort at pagpupursigi ng kanyang anak ay saka naman nangyari ang trahedya sa Itaewon.
Kinukwestiyon rin ng ina ni Lee Ji Han kung bakit kinakailangang mauna pang pumanaw ang kanyang anak kesa sa kanya.
“When I fall asleep holding onto your phone with your picture by my bedside, your mom’s heart is pounding because I’m afraid of the sun rising.
“My first treasure who would say, ‘Do you know how much I love you, Mom?’ when I’d come into your room and would hold my hand once in a while. How can you go before me?
Sey pa ng ina ni Lee Ji Han, “At your funeral, when I saw the hundreds of acquaintances and friends who loved you, I felt even more overwhelmed by the thought ‘our Ji Han was living well,’ and I didn’t want to search for the meaning of life anymore.
“I am afraid of the rising sun in the morning, and I am so hungry that I want to sew my mouth shut at the thought of ‘How can I put food in my mouth?’
“Ji Han would say, ‘I can make money and buy it myself,’ because you worried that it would be a burden on your mother if you wanted to buy something.
“I didn’t know you also were also doing volunteer work. They always say ‘Do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing.’ You did such good deeds.”
Pagbabahagi pa ng ina ni Lee Ji Han, hindi raw niya sigurado kung dapat ba niyang ipagpasalamat na may mga police cars na nag-escort sa anak noong namatay ito o dapat siyang magalit dahil kung naprotektahan siya nito noon sa alley ng Itaewon ay hindi ito mamamatay.
“I love you, son. I respect you, son. I miss you, son. Good job, son. Can’t we see each other again? God, take me instead and return our Ji Han.
“I beg you. I hope you are doing well there, son, comfortably and painlessly. Mom will follow you someday.”
Bago ang nangyaring crowd crush sa Itaewon, nakatakdang maging parte ng cast ng drama series na “Season of Kkok Du” si Lee Ji Han.
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