Jessy
MALALIM ang pinaghuhugutan ng Kapamilya star na si Jessy Mendiola sa kanyang Instagram post.
Nag-emote kasi si Jessy recently gamit ang litrato ng isang puno na ibinahagi niya sa kanyang IG followers. Dito ibinandera niya ang mga katagang “finally free”.
Pwede kasing isipin agad ng mga nakabasa nito na ang sinasabi niyang paglaya ay tungkol sa pagkalas niya sa boyfriend niyang si Luis Manzano.
Heto ang kabuuan ng caption ni Jesst sa kanyang IG post, “I’m finally free. I’m finally free of doubts, anger and insecurity. My whole life I’ve been in a constant battle with myself.
“I’ve always doubted what I could do. I was afraid of change. I couldn’t see my worth and how important I was in this life.”
Inamin niyang talagang naapektuhan siya sa kahit na maliit na pagpuna sa kanya ng ibang tao.
“Every little comment or opinion of others about me affected me like I was defined by how people thought of me.
“I kept losing myself just because I wanted to please others. I was afraid to do so many things that made me happy because I was worried that others would judge me.”
Rebelasyon pa ni Jessy, “I’ve let myself become someone else, all those years I kept hating myself for always giving so much to other people that I kept forgetting how to love myself. I’ve learned to let go of all the pain, the struggles, the failures.”
Buong buhay daw niya feeling niya’y nasa “roller coaster ride” siya na hindi matapus-tapos.
“But finally, it has ended. I finally feel at peace. I‘ve lost who I was and now I found myself again only to learn that God has never left my side, he showed me how worthy I am and what I am capable of doing.
“For the longest time I was blinded by things I didn’t need in my life. I’ve been searching for peace in my heart and finally I found it. Everything I need is within me.
“God woke me up and made me realize my worth as a human being. He made me realize that He had been there all along in every step that i took in my life.
“He CHANGED me. He changed my ways, my thinking and my perspective in life. He taught me how to value myself again and I’m just so grateful… I’ve never felt this feeling before.
“It’s a wonderful feeling. I am whole again. I am not afraid anymore. I’m taking the leap. I am free,” mahabang mensahe ng aktres.
Pinusuan naman ni Luis ang post sa Instagram ng kanyang girlfriend.