Cristine Reyes at Amarah
PINANINDIGAN ng aktres na si Cristine Reyes ang kanyang desisyon na hinding-hindi na maghuhubad sa harap ng camera para magkatrabaho at kumita ng pera.
Ngunit, amimado ang single mom na talagang takot na takot siya sa magiging resulta ng kanyang aksyon dahil nga mag-isa lamang niyang itinataguyod ang anak na si Amarah.
Nagkuwento si Cristine tungkol sa pinagdaanang mental health issues sa bagong episode ng podcast ni Liza Soberano na “Open Mind”.
Ito’y mula sa Mind You, ang binuong kumpanya nina Liza, Nadine Lustre at Yassi Pressman na nagbibigay ng mas madali at affordable access sa mga mental health experts.
Kuwento ni Cristine, nag-take raw siya ng personal course tungkol sa self-love sa Los Angeles, California kamakailan.
“It’s a personal and professional course. I have been working on myself because I have fear and anger inside me since I was a kid. I have a lot of trapped emotions.
“I don’t know how to handle my angers and my fears. Now I am currently practicing to be aware of my triggers, and trying to stay away from it, obviously just protecting myself,” simulang pahayag ni Cristine.
Pagpapatuloy ng aktres, “I think there are some parts of me that I am just not ready to let people know about me. I took this course, and now I’ve realized that I have supressed some emotions that I carried all throughout my life since I was six years old.
“That course helped me to actually dive into myself and how to deal with it. Now, yes I am still private but at the same time, now I am opening up.
“I’m at a point in my life that I have to let it go and not just cover this up. I never opened up about it all my life, not even to my sisters and brothers,” lahad pa ng celebrity mom.
Kung matatandaan, inamin ni Cristine sa panayam sa kanya ng LA-based “Eight Billion Project” hosted by Liza Florida na mapapanood sa YouTube, ang pang-aabusong naranasan niya sa kanyang biological mother.
“Ever since I moved to my biological mom, I felt that I didn’t have a voice. So as much as possible, I don’t really talk,” aniya.
At ang mga traumatic experience niya noong bata pa siya ang isa sa dahilan ng kanyang galit, takot at anxiety attacks.
Samantala, naibahagi rin ni Cristine na pagkatapos ng kanyang self-love course, naipangako niya sa sarili na hindi na niya gagawin ang mga bagay na labag sa kanyang kalooban, kabilang na ang pagpapaseksi sa mundo ng showbiz.
“The only thing that hinders me from loving my job is doing some roles that I myself am not comfortable (with), like movies that are advocating about affairs, and endorsing something, like a liquor, and you’re wearing, like, a two-piece. Like for me, I’m so tired. I don’t wanna do it anymore.
“First, it makes me uncomfortable and second, you lose your self-respect. It bothers me that I am always seen in a different light. Like I’m an object,” aniya pa.
Kuwento pa ng aktres, pag-uwi niya sa Pilipinas galing Amerika ay may natanggap siyang offer mula sa isang tinawag niyang “dream director”. Isa na naman itong kuwento tungkol sa marital affairs.
“I was shocked because I already voiced out my sentiments about doing those kinds of stuff and then here we go again. Oh my god, I cried. I was like, sobbing.
“I did a lot of self-work in LA, and now I’m faced with this again. I was like, am I gonna be pushed over again? Because I’m scared if I decline. Would I still get work?” aniya.
“What I did in LA, I really had to step up and learn to value myself more, so I said no (sa offer). I was so scared, and I think I’m just so blessed because the next day, they offered me three projects that are really, really good,” pahayag pa ng aktres.
Humanga naman si Liza sa tapang at paninindigan ni Cristine, “I think it’s because we don’t want to bring back that pain that we once felt. We don’t wanna relive those experiences.
“I’m glad that you took that extra step in trying to release those emotions,” mensahe pa ni Liza.
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