INAMIN ng Kapuso singer-theater actress na si Rachelle Ann Go na takot na takot siyang mabuntis at manganak.
Ayon kay Rachelle Ann, totoong ang lagi niyang sinasabi kapag may nagtatanong sa kanya ay hindi pa siya handang magka-baby at maging mommy.
Kamakailan lang ay ibinandera nga ng “Miss Saigon” star sa kanyang YouTube vlog titled “New Season in the Spies Family” na magiging parents na sila ng asawang si Martin Spies.
Dito ikinuwento ni Rachelle kung gaano sila ka-excited ni Martin sa paglabas ng panganay nilang anak na tinawag nilang “biggest blessing” sa kanilang pagsasama.
Kasunod nito, nag-post naman ang singer sa kanyang Instagram account tungkol sa naging reaksyon at naging feeling niya nang malamang buntis na siya.
“If you asked me few months ago when are we going to have a baby… I will always tell you that ‘I’m not ready yet!!’ and ‘maybe next year, I still need to finish my contract/show!’
“When everything shuts down here, I felt like maybe this is the right time to start a family… I kept looking at baby videos!” simulang kuwento ni Rachelle.
“It was so weird because I know I was too scared to give birth (ouchie!) Also, I was reluctant to pray for it because what if I’m not ready to be a mama yet?!
“I had to be sure I was ready because in my experience, every time I ask God for something He usually give it right away. *(Be careful what you pray for).
“Then one day we prayed for a baby… I remember I told God ‘Lord if you think we are ready, then okay fine give us a baby!!!’ Hahaha! Then surprise… we have this blessing right away! I didn’t know I was pregnant up until eight weeks’ time,” pahayag pa ng singer.
Nagbigay din siya ng mensahe at advice sa lahat ng babaeng nakakaramdam din ng takot at pagdadalawang-isip na mabuntis at manganak.
“I remember someone told me before that we will never know when we are ready. We just have to trust in His desires and will for us.
“You might be like me, scared to face motherhood… It’s okay to feel that way and acknowledge that. It is really scary but remember we are strong women.
“Don’t let other people’s experiences turn you off (I’ve heard so many horror stories), our bodies are all different. We can all cope. You can cope with it!!!
“You might be praying for a baby for a long time, just be patient—His timing is always perfect.
“You might’ve experienced a loss, God is not over writing your story yet… hold on to Him. His grace is always sufficient,” mensahe pa ni Rachelle Ann.
Kung matatandaan, nagkakilala sina Rachelle at Martin noong 2017 through a common friend. Nag-propose naman si Martin noong 2018 hanggang sa magpakasal na nga sila sa Boracay noong April, 2018.