BAGO tuluyang mag-sign off pansamantala si Kris Aquino sa kanyang social media accounts, nag-post muna siya ng mahabang mensahe sa Facebook para sa kanyang followers.
Gamit ang lyrics ng kantang “Miss You Like Crazy” bilang panimula sa kanyang FB status, nagbigay ng update ang Social Media Queen tungkol sa mga nagaganap sa kanyang personal na buhay at sa kanyang mga haharaping trabaho in the future. Narito ang ilang bahagi ng kanyang FB message.
“I can see the love shining in your eyes
“And it comes as such a sweet surprise
“It seems believing is worth the wait
“So hold me and tell me it’s not too late
“We’re so good together, we’re starting forever now”
“A lot of people may think that i chose these lines in reference to a person… okay, maybe there’s a person i wish i could meet for the first time, all over again. when all the legal issues are behind me, and when my body had finally adjusted to my medication and i’m no longer as physically weak and susceptible to so many illnesses.
“Because i like taking care of people, but i hate being the helpless one. These lines are special because i was told the bad days become more tolerable when there’s still something in life you’re looking forward to. you need a reason to be excited about tomorrow… and it cannot just be about being a mom. sometimes it’s okay to still dream for yourself.
“There are 3 passion projects i had to put on hold, and they’re still waiting. but they all require me to have a stronger immunity. i can vividly visualize them BUT i can only commit when i know i can give all of ME.
“Tell me it’s not too late- i hope they will feel i’m worth the wait. and if they can’t, then may there be a sweet surprise to take their place. That’s the version i want to BELIEVE… and the statement ‘i’m okay on my own’ or something to that effect, made to my Ate during our Cetaphil webisode is the mantra i keep repeating until i’ve convinced myself- almost…
“The replies to IG comments that they are still praying for someone to love me unconditionally are always automatically answered with THANK YOU but i’m fine & i accept i’m not meant for a relationship but that’s okay.
“For the most part i am… i would have hated someone witnessing me crumbling. i have grown strong enough to keep the deep pain private and inside. But i miss having someone to share good news with. and that’s the whole irony of this life i have.
“Those good news moments are hard for a man to live with. my mom had long warned me, it would take a male version of her to be able to be happily married to or in a relationship with the female version of my dad. good luck to me in ever finding him. because nobody gets to have it all, most especially a kris aquino.
“I had several pieces of good news, and i was able to tell bimb, who immediately gave me a hug & he kissed my forehead since that’s where his lips comfortably land; i explained to kuya josh and he was so cute because he said we had money and could celebrate his birthday in his favorite place and invite.
“Then he started enumerating all his titas, ninang, cousins, and the staff he wanted to bring; and my sisters said thank God their prayers for good news were being answered because they just wanted me to be happy again,” pahayag pa ni Kris.
Kasabay nito, maraming nag-comment na sana’y sila pa rin ni Mayor Herbert Bautista ang magkatuluyan. Hindi pa rin sila nawawalan ng pag-asa na sa ending – KrisTek pa rin!
Tungkol naman kay Bimby, napag-usapan din daw nila ang tungkol sa pakikipagrelasyon ng anak sa murang edad nito.
“Last night Bimb asked if he could start going out at 14, have a girlfriend at 16. i said yes but a real commitment only at 18 and i have to like her mom. and the mom has to be prayerful.
“We’ve had conversations about him studying abroad for 9th grade onwards, and i feel letting him have that chance to just be him and not my son, will be my best gift to help nurture a mature adult.
“We talked about his ‘blessing’ for me to date and meet someone new and he said ‘SURE, but with your history, you do realize it’s not going to last?’
“And i’ll close with that… because my soon to be 12 year old can without a doubt proclaim and i could never refute- he knows his mama BEST.”