INAMIN ni Kris Aquino na maraming nabago sa takbo ng buhay niya nitong nakaraang tatlong buwan, kabilang na rito ang kanyang kalusugan at ang pananaw niya sa iba’t ibang bagay sa kanyang paligid.
Ayon kay Kris, napakahirap para sa isang inang tulad niya ang makipaglaban sa kahit anong uri ng sakit, hindi raw niya kinakaya kapag nakikita niyang umiiyak ang kanyang mga anak dahil sa kanyang mga pinagdaraanan.
Narito ang isang bahagi ng Instagram post ng mommy nina Joshua at Bimby tungkol sa hugot niya bilang single parent at ang greatest fear niya as a mother.
“I learned pain… There are many things that changed for me in the past 3 months. My outlook on life was altered significantly because choosing transparency- September 27, 2018 forced me to face my mortality.
“I am sparing myself and my sons the sharing of complete details, because anyway i know that you are all intelligent. The fact we flew to Singapore on September 30, and on October 2 i went to a respected medical expert- an allergy, rheumatoid, and immunology specialist is enough of an indication that time was of the essence.
“My initial diagnosis here was alarming, primarily because all of the medicine i could take to battle the illness my blood tests indicated i had, they weren’t viable for me.
“The first 3 lines of defense NSAIDS (i am severely allergic to all), CORTICOSTEROIDS (contraindicated with my hypertension medication), and immunosuppressants (they may make a patient more prone to infection and my lungs are vulnerable, thus having an illness like pneumonia would be more serious for me, so the risks far outweighed whatever benefit they may bring) couldn’t be options.
“There is a quote i read, ‘What you fear the most reveals what you VALUE the most. What you fear the most reveals where you TRUST God the least.’ I cried nonstop and so did Bimb. My main fear was that my 11 year old would not have me during those crucial mid-teen years. Kuya Josh is technically an adult and i have no doubt that his tito Noy will take him in. But what would happen to my bunso?
“There is no pain equivalent to seeing my child crying the entire night because he was made to face something inevitable yet a passage we as parents all believe would happen many years from now,” pahayag pa ng Social Media Queen.
Samantala, nitong weekend naman nag-post si Kris ng litrato nila ni Bimby na may caption na: “Fresh haircut for Bimb… pagpasensyahan nyo na ang eyebags ko. The 3 Aquinos have a Christmas endorsement shoot on Monday.
“Yes, i slept with pearls, nagpauto po kasi ako sa GEMS app that said wearing them would help clear blood disorders and cure anemia. Honestly, not much help, dysmenorrhea was bad and since i’m now sensitive to paracetamol when dosage is above 500 mg i tried to make do with ThermaCare HeatWraps.”