Mariel: Di man ako magkaroon ng anak ngayon, maswerte naman ako sa asawa!

“HINDI man ako sinuwerte na magkaroon ng anak ngayon, sobra naman akong swerte sa asawa!”
Ito ang ipinagdiinan ni Mariel Rodriguez matapos makunan ng dalawang beses sa magiging first baby sana nila ni Robin Padilla.

Sa panayam ng Tonight With Boy Abunda sa TV host-actress, inamin nitong dumaan siya sa iba’t ibang klase ng sakit nang dahil sa pagkawala ng kanilang anak. “I can say that I’ve been through different levels of pain.

I dealt with it differently each time. The first time it happened it was (nakunan) March. I thought that it was the most painful thing that has ever happened to me. “Because finally when I was ready, finally when I decided I’m ready to do this, I want to have a baby, then it happened,” pahayag ng misis ni Binoe.

Noon lang daw niya na-experience ang ganu’ng uri ng sakit sa buong buhay niya kaya talagang inatake siya ng sobrang depresyon, “You were excited, you were happy, that you were ready.

And then it’s not for you.” Pagpapatuloy pa ng TV host, “Yun talaga, nag-breakdown na ako. I was really going to lose it already. I was about to go dark. I was bitter. I was not in a good place.

And then Robin took me out of the country and he reassured me that the world would be okay even if it was just the two of us. He was able to make something bad, positive. Na-feel ko pa rin na blessed ako.”

At dahil nga sa ginawang pag-aalaga sa kanya ng asawa noong mga panahong ‘yun, mas naintindihan na niya ang mga nangyari, “I’m so blessed kasi si Robin was really very supportive.

“Sobra akong swerte, sobrang bait niya sa akin. Sobra niya akong inilagaan, most especially dito sa second time that it happened to us. This one was even more because I had multiple pregnancies.

“It was either twins or triplets. So sabi ko wow, siguro kasi na-miscarriage ako dati kaya pinalitan ni God, sabi ko, ‘ito na yun!’ Or kung mawawala yung iba, meroon akong isa na matitira.

Tapos I had one with a heartbeat, so I was really hoping, and then I lost the heartbeat,” ang emosyonal pang pahayag ni Mariel. Samantala, excited na si Mariel sa pagbabalik niya sa ABS-CBN, “I had a meeting today and I’m so happy.

I’m so excited. We can’t announce it yet but it’s in the works. I’m so happy. God is so good sobra!”